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Ugh, Iapos;ve been so stressed out lately, and I donapos;t know exactly why. Sure, a ton of stuff is changing and Iapos;m changing my environment completely by no longer being in college come January, but that shouldnapos;t be putting me into this stupor of paranoia and depression.

I donapos;t know what it is. Maybe itapos;s because Iapos;ve just been doing school, come home, lessons, come home, school, come home, pretty much since the wedding. Thereapos;s nothing left to plan. Maybe thatapos;s why Iapos;m getting like this. I donapos;t know. But I do feel all this nervousness. For the first time in years, Iapos;m nervous about my friends at school. Logically I know theyapos;re not treating me any differently, but I just feel like because Iapos;m graduating they are becoming more distant. Maybe itapos;s me thatapos;s pulling away because I know Iapos;m leaving. Eugh, I have to learn how to keep in contact with more people better.

And everyone is so busy with work and everything, Iapos;m feeling very isolated. My parents are really busy too, so itapos;s just me, and my house,... And my thoughts whenever Iapos;m not running somewhere. I"ve been forgetting things lately too, and not even realizing how fast the days are going by.

I need some sort of a pick me up,.....really soon, or Iapos;m going to snap. But I donapos;t know where to turn, or what to do that would get me back on top of my happy hill.
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