about the planet venus

They always hold hands as they walk through the park
and sometimes they dance in the moonlight.
I see them here almost every night.
They seem so content sitting on a park bench.
Staring into each otherapos;s eyes and
losing track of all time.

Oh what Iapos;d give to have what they have.
To be so in love, so in love, pretty much one mind, one body, one soul.
The sparkle in her eyes, the way that he smiles,
the sound of their laughter skipping through the air.
His hand in her hair as they kiss.

As I walk alone, I start feeling the night on my skin.
My jacket keeping little heat in.
But itapos;s not my clothes, its my heart that is cold from being unused.

I pull my jacket tighter as I flick my lighter and breath deep.

Iapos;ve been so afraid to open up and commit.
Iapos;m not even sure I know what love is.
Iapos;ll just walk away like I know how to do
because itapos;s easier for me to hurt you.

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Somebody special friended me on myspace Can you guess who it is? Betcha can *grins* Iapos;m retarded, but really, who cares.

Today was uneventful. I slept really late, went to work, played with the ponies. I�love my job.

Iapos;m still sore, as Heza really almost threw me on Saturday morning, and then I�ran yesterday. I laughed and was like "Yeah, he almost bucked my ass off this morning" when talking to Amber, but he actually did almost throw me. He bucked hard enough that I had to put my hand out onto his neck to keep from flying over his head. If I hadapos;ve gotten tossed, I�would have bounced off the fence and directly headfirst into a cinderblock wall. No, seriously. It could have ended poorly. But I stayed on. Go me. I might not be the most balanced rider in the world, but damnit, I can sit a buck.

As of about an hour and a half ago, Sean and I have officially been married two years. It doesnapos;t seem like that long. Well, it does and it doesnapos;t. Some days it seems like itapos;s been forever, some days it seems like just yesterday. Itapos;s a good mix of both, and Iapos;m thankful to have someone so understanding, caring, and non jealous (see above squealage) who loves me and thinks Iapos;m beautiful.(Even the times when Iapos;m far from it) Our relationship is unlike anyone elseapos;s Iapos;ve ever known, and Iapos;m glad for it, because the both of us are different from most people. Iapos;m happy, but my relationship status has nothing to do with that. Whether we were friendly, flirting, making out, dating, engaged, or married, weapos;ve cared about� each other regardless. Heapos;s my bestest friend. And he lets me crush on the occasional other person. And he thinks itapos;s amusing. I WIN TEH�ROMANTIC�LYFE.

Also, I went to Tractor Supply yesterday with Susanne, where I found a bit I have been using on Heza, plus another one Iapos;ve wanted forever for $5 a piece. They were on clearance, and they normally run about $60 each. There was much squeeing on my part when I found out this deal.

Thereapos;s a new horse at the barn. His name is Sunny Side. He is super cute, and cuddly. Heapos;s a Sorrel Overo paint, and he has one blue eye, and one blue and brown eye. Heapos;s a big dude, but really gentle. I really love working with horses. I�seriously have the most awesome job ever. I can honestly say that I never ever want to have another job that I�hate, because job satisfaction rocks.

Okay, to bed with my honky butt. I am off tomorrow, and plan to spend the entire day doing as little as possible. Tuesday is really my only day away from the barn, and I plan to keep it just so.








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